Tuesday, October 07, 2008

boredom

I've been incredibly bored -- with life in general. The feeling of emptiness is back. And, a lack of meaning in life. These days, the most dreadful thing is waking up in the mornings. Sounds all to familiar to me. I have problems waking up at even 12 in the afternoon and the day seems to pass by so quickly, with nothing accomplished -- it's one thing to be non-productive, and another not to derive any satisfaction out of the non-productivity of the day (if it makes any sense at all). And it gets worse when the work load is piling up, deadlines are drawing near, and the exams are round the (not too big) corner. 

I need something to look forward to when I wake up everyday.

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